I could see that they've given up on me.
Soberlicious and Choublak beat me to it - I don't think they've given up on you at all. They may be at their wits end - but they want
you to fight, to beat this
Originally Posted by soberlicious
They haven't given up on you, they've just stopped trying to save you from yourself.
Only you can do that.
Originally Posted by
choublak 
They're scared of losing you too.
Originally Posted by
TM75 2grandaughters, I'm ready to give anything a try right now.
I've tried rehab, antabuse, baclofen, counselling. It's something in me - I've come to the realisation that I don't like myself (at all) and that is the first place to start.
Learning to like myself was important for me too - I hated myself for a lot of years.
That comes later tho I think - first things first is stopping drinking, and finding the support to help you maintain that.
Get sober, stay sober, then you can start of self-renovation TM
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