Dolly definitely not alone there! I did that too, I had a few hiding places that I could take a sip here and there when my other half was there. Often got thru a whole bottle without him knowing! (Although I'm sure he did!!) this has been in the last few months and from being on SR and getting a different perspective can see now how dysfunctional and dangerous this behaviour is. Lets hope we find the strength to learn new healthy habits
be well x