A bit lost
Been messing myself up with booze for years and its got to stop. But it just won't. I am so angry that I keep doing this its so self destructive. Booze gets in the way of all that is good about me and my life, without it I can't cope with it I am unable to cope.
I am lost for a way out
I am the only one who can deal with this but I don't know how , if I don't drink I won't drink, if I do I won't stop until I send myself to sleep. How do I not have that first one. Why is it so powerful?
Enough
Grok