Thanks guys i really do appreciate the support, thank you all so so much! I just freak out when i have to face my problems without my so called ' friend ' I was super fit and healthy before and it would be great to get back to that, right now i am just holding on and trying to get through this evening, just threw out some cider i found in my house, i put it straight in the bin!
MidnightBlue HAPPY BIRTHDAY for tomorrow