You're right, Bruce292, that does sound exactly like me. I, too, think I have most people fooled. I work from home, and a lot of my business meetings are over the phone, so it makes it easier to act like I've got things together. Even my husband (who drinks responsibly) is quite the enabler. He is not worried at all...but should be!
Congratulations on your decision and making it seven weeks! SO much of my social life is built around "let's get together for a glass of wine," that it's ridiculous. It's going to be hard, but I'm also going to try hard. I can't go on doing this.