Thanks for all your messages. I am sorry to hear that you have all been through this - its not nice at all. I need to move on with this revelation and have decided that it's not a case that I shouldn't drink: I CANNOT DRINK. These are two very different things.
I had such a bad reaction that I forgot getting naked in a girl's flat, was aggressive with people to the point they called the police and then I got beat up. I remember NONE of this. I have never considered myself with having a problem with booze then *BAM* Thursday happened.
In a strange way it's probably a good thing this has happened to me, as I now know that alcohol and me do not mix.
I just need to hope that my friend will understand one day.
I sent her flowers and a card but she is not talking to me at all so all I can do now is just hope that she will forgive me.
First, I think I need to forgive myself.
Thanks for your replies