In a few days I'm going in for my annual physical. Even when I was drinking and using drugs I'd always keep my medical appointments. For the most part they really didn't bother me. I knew my blood work would be all messed up because of my drinking but it just didn't bother me. I told my doctor I probably drank too much but I never mentioned my drug use. Now I'm going in after being totally sober for 7 weeks and I'm really nervous. Nervous as in a full blown panic attack! Has anyone else experienced this? Why am I so nervous now that I have nothing to hide?
