Sinderos, You can do it. There are many people here who can help. The most important thing I found is to post before I drink. When I am strarting to think about it. Putting it down in writing usually gets rid of the urge and when it doesn't someone writes something that will.
Please pour the rest vodka out if you have any left. I figure I have saved over $3000.00 by quitting so a few dollars down the drain is nothing. This can be the start of a new week, month, year of not feeling like crap. I thought my life was lost, quitting showed me I was wrong about this.