Originally Posted by
DesperadoBlond 
There is this ONE HUGE issue that I am absolutely aware of that I know I am going to have to discuss with a shrink.
Have you discussed this issue with your sponsor?
I know the pain of holding back those inventories that I was going to "take to my grave". They almost put me in my grave.
To share them was like tearing skin off my body but once I did it I was free.
PM me if I can help you with anything.
All the best.
Bob R