Guys I feel your pain.
I had monster cravings last weekend. We where at a Mexican restaurant for cinco de mayo. The ritas looked so good.
Anyway, I was pretty awful, but I didnt drink, and the craving past.
I had to pry my @$$ off about it and play the tape through as they say. I called my sponsor, and he helped also.
I have relapsed so many times, because I never did any real recovery work. I just wanted to go to a meeting for an hour and be cured. I have found I had to start using the peoples help outside the meeting room.
My will power only keeps me sober for a short while. I'm weak.