I have got to tell you , my supporters , you are trully the best. I'm not were I want to be but closer it seems . I have more good days than bad. I have met some wonderful people here. If I hadn't found SR I wouldn't be making the progress I've made thus far. Maybe some of you were right. I need more , a better plan , NA , AA , more period. One day I will be there but not yet. Never quit trying , never ever. God Bless