Bucolic! Wow congrats 412 day is amazing! I'm only 33 days. You are so unbelievably articulate! Have you thought about writing as a new past time hobby? I hope you made it through your Friday night witching hour and wake up proud this morning!
I was a home drinker so I am always at my old haunt! I'm trying to relearn the things I loved to do with drink in hand! Grilling outside on a sunny day is still a trigger.
When you talk about your soco and coke it reminds me of my old friend wine. We talk about it likes its an old friend or ex lover. And that's just what it is its a really awful ex who best us and humiliated us and brought us to unbelievably bad places but the sex was great! (Metaphorically speaking). When I want to drink I try to remember the pain that old friend caused and how far I've come. You have come so far keep on fighting I am proud of you and hope that I make it to day 412!