Most the things people are describing about anxiety and paranoia, but one thing I got I haven't seen mentioned is after a binge a would taper all the time saying never again.... But the last few times when I lay down to sleep it'd feel like my heart stopped and I was forgetting to breath. high anxiety and sweats but no strong pulse and big gulps of air when I'd realise I'd not taken a breath. I would stay awake for days too scared to sleep and on the last binge I just lay awake with a note on my phone of how sorry I was incase I died over night.
Never again.