Least - Yes I am in couseling. I am in an intensive outpatient program at the moment and have one on ones with a couselor. She is also helping with other areas of my life.
Sobreia - I am happy to hear that I am not the only one with this experience. I definitely have a safe environment with outpatient and am able to get the support that I need. But I find that my bf of 6 years is having to get to know a whole other person. We are sticking together through this for the time being but who knows what I will want in the next few months or even the next year. It is hard for him to understand that I am growing up emotionally right now because I never had the chance to do that in the past. He sees me as the same person physically but my mind is doing all of this changing. Sobriety is such an eye opener!