Welcome. You’re on a path that can lead to a person that’s comfortable in their own skin as long as we don’t pick up the first drink. A big/huge problem is our thinking process in the beginning and into sobriety, there is in most of us a demon that is turning our attention to wanting to drink and ways to make us thing it’s OK even after we’ve proven time after time we can’t handle it any more. To help me through this I needed to be honest with myself and think how insane it is to try it again. BE WELL