HI. The mentioning of demon is a big remember when for me. It was my downfall for about 2 years and I'll bet most slipping or slipped alcoholics wanting to get sober. I managed it by going to 2 meetings a day for at least 90 days, constantly thinking about NON drinking, talking to fellowship people and a sponsor every day and staying away from slippery places and people. Hang on, guaranteed we get better. BE WELL