Hi Genie.
You sound positive - and ready to do this. I had to be deep down disgusted with myself. I'd known for many years I should quit, but still tried to use willpower to control the amounts I drank. Naturally, I failed every time. When I joined SR I was overwhelmed with the support and hope that was given to me - I was no longer alone & that meant everything. We know you can do this - you never have to go back to that miserable place.