I became willing to change
Originally Posted by
raja12 
I feel like such a failure, and just can't seem to stop this insane cycle. I really feel hopeless and defeated, and ashamed
to. Its a sad day for me 2day.
some as myself
kept going back out until the misery was very great
then once I became willing to change
things did turn for the better
I learned to appreciate sobriety
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