I suppose I need to try different recovery methods. I understand life issues happen and we have to deal with them sober or not. I'm not using my home life situation as an excuse for drinking. But I truly feel if I was in a different situation then I'm in now, it wouldn't be such a struggle on a daily basis. I am suffering the consequences of my situation as I see I'm not dealing with them very well. I think looking in2 a outpatient rehab is something I may check out. Thanks evry1 for the comments and suggestions.