Well folks I had another slip last night. I just can't seem to be able to stay sober any length of time. I need some major changes in my life. I'm dealing with impossible circumstances in my home life situation. Things need to change here before I can truly focus on my sobriety.I'm beginning once again tho. I will never quit trying. . Hopefully next time I check back in I will be able to say things have gotten better for me. . I feel like such a failure, and just can't seem to stop this insane cycle. I really feel hopeless and defeated, and ashamed
to. Its a sad day for me 2day.
