Wow, thanks everyone. There are so many helpful comments on here, I don't know how to respond! I was busy today as school, then went grocery shopping (I only glanced wistfully at the wine aisle, but kept walking), then made dinner for the family and did laundry. I'm feeling tired, and my husband is planning on going to the movies in about an hour, so no meeting today, but I did go yesterday. I admit, I'm craving HARD. It's day 3. I keep telling myself: I will not drink, I will not drink, I will not drink, but at the same time I told my husband I forgot something at the store (I really did, but also wanted to go get wine to drink while he's gone), and I need to go get it. He saw right through the bs and said that he would get it after the movie....really trying to keep myself from sneaking out right now.