The only reason I am writing this is because I just have so much anger pent up in me and I don't know what to do about it.... I just feel like screaming at someone but there's no one to scream at anymore. This is definitely a rant so feel free to leave anytime haha.
I broke it off with my ex of 2+ years because he relapsed for a 4th time... I was just done, so done. My life has been pretty good since breaking it off, up until his photo along with a paragraph explaining he robbed a couple over 5,000 dollars worth started circulating facebook. Then to top it off in the photos he is with a girl. Now I don't care that he's moved on to other girls what gets me going is not only is he a thief he is now a pedophile! The girl is 14 years old and he is almost 20... Like really what is that! The worst part is her mom is okay with it and he appears to be living with them. And to top it off this girl and the mom are also former addicts and the 14 year old just got out of a mental institution for suicide attempts, has PTSD, and is bi polar with depression.
I know all this because I messaged her on facebook. Even though I know it's not my business, I felt that I had to tell her to be careful because my ex is the type of person who is so deceiving. He will give you a whole concocted story that is all fake to get his way... I just wanted to warn her that he is not well and has issues with addiction and what not. She was grateful but I guess she doesn't care.... idk. Did it make me feel better? No but at least she knows what shes getting herself into.
It's just so hard for me to think I tried so hard for so long to help him and I had high hopes that breaking it off with him and him being homeless would get him to his bottom point to get clean and it didn't. It's been 4 months since I broke it off and I haven't had any anger or sadness till now... It's like I put it off because I didn't want to feel hurt 3 days before Christmas when I had to break it off with him because he had finally pushed me over the edge by stealing the family wii. All these feelings are now emerging and I just want them gone, and I have no clue how to get rid of them. All I know is that I don't want to make my friends suffer in my misery because now 4 months later I want to rip his head off and cry.... Seriously Sometimes having feelings can suck!