and the bad news cometh
so after a little bout with some depression and anger over the last couple of days i am back feeling great and then all of a sudden, WHAM. a friend of mine who i have known for the last 23 years might have cancer! he told me there was a checkup for tonsillitis and the doctor noticed a discoloration and thought it might be something else. so he has to goto see another doctor for tests. i really dont need this right now, my life is turning around for the better, i feel more positive than ever. i couldnt take losing him to cancer, i lost another person very close to me 4 years ago and i was in a downward spiral from that tragic event. i dont want to drink today, i feel good and i love being sober, its just what will happen if? thats the question right now...