Sorry to hear this Nonsensical. It is so demoralising I know from past experience.
If you were getting complacent, double up your efforts. If you were looking for an excuse, don't give yourself one. If you slipped into auto-pilot, don't take your foot off the throttle.
You can do this. It doesn't need to become a pattern of stop and start sobriety.
You can stay sober. I know it and you know it. It's what you want and your AV doesn't like that one bit.
Best wishes to you x