I get that too Dark days, the silence of the AV.
I could almost be opening the fridge ready to drink something (my partner drinks thats why there is booze there) and I think 'naaaah, not worth it'.
And when I am out and it might cross my mind to just have one, I see others and I think no thank you very much.
Almost like at the last moment your AV shrinks to nothing!
Glad you have the same as me!
My best
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