Cant stay sober on the weekends!!!
I got through the whole week with out a drink and usually start from Thursday to Saturday. These 3 days could probably amount to a whole week of drinking. Today I woke up good, went to the gym at 5 am and got to work on time but something inside of me is missing. I feel sad inside and hopeless. My license is revoked due to DUI and the DMV is making it quite difficult for me to get it back. I like to drink since it gives me courage when im at the bars. Even though females tell me that I'm handsome, I still feel like I'm a boring person if I'm not drinking. I'm starting to see that the liquor is only giving me a short term happy ness and its actually ruining my life. I feel like I just had to vent.