Well I've known for quite a while I have a serious problem with alcohol last night I drank so much at the casino I blacked out and my fiancé left me today for my actions while drinking so today is my day one I feel absolutely terrible that's she been so hurt by my drinking so I signed up here hoping to ease some of the pain and just get through this first night I know tommorrow will be harder and I guess I'm just looking for some advice from fellow alcoholics.
