Its so true though!
I feel so uncomfortable in the wine isle at the supermarket.
Some of my worst experiences have been with wine.
And if I see a couple enjoying a meal with wine, I imagine myself doing that and I genuinely feel scared. A sense of dread that something bad will happen. 8 times out of ten it did.
I even envisage the morning after, based on previous experiences. That opening one eye and thinking 'oh no, it happened again, I blacked out, I don't remember getting here'.
It also helps me not to put that first drink inside me too.
I know that if I don't have that first drink, nothing bad can happen.