I feel lost
And confused... I'm having a pity party & it's no fun. I'm closer then ever to having my license back fully after a DUI but today am focused on the fact that I feel trapped in the house. And I'm broke because im trying to pay down debt. And I'm almost out of ciggies & Im tired of being worried about that. I feel like a slave to nicotine & my ever changing emotions in early sobriety. I don't have a clue as to what I want or need and I worry I'll feel like this on & off forever. I truly feel like a crazy person. I know a drink won't solve anything but I would sure like to numb myself right now. Gah!