Darkplace,
You to will get there. I do the one day at a time, but i also have goals and plans for the day each day. this journey has not been the easiest for me, but i must say it has been very rewarding. The struggles we face daily dont seem near as intense as they were the first day or week or even month. I still have my days and i come here. Without each and every person on here and in groups, i know this would not be possible. I have learned not to let my mind control the situation when i feel like i am slipping, i do what i know i need to in order to stay sober and sometimes it seems hard, but when i get through it, i feel good about my life. Just keep on chipping away!!! And remember sometimes our minds like to fool us!! You are doing great!!!
Live life dont let life live you!!!