Sobreia
Hi Sobreia,
I definitely need to rest and recover. I haven't slept a wink really and it was one heck of a bender. Once again you were spot on about when the hangover passes and the anxiety lifts, that's something I need to be very wary of. Just before your rely I could even sense myself talking myself into drinking again, well at least contemplating the possibility of it/imagining moderation (which I can never do).
I'm going to start going to a SMART recovery meeting. I've been a couple of times before and I think you may find them useful if you want to try a non 12 step approach.
I really like your name. I assume it's not your real name. Is it a reference to sobriety?