Welcome to SR MJ.
We can provide emotional support, information, and maybe a little inspiration, but the rest is up to you. Would you be willing to suffer a little embarrassment at an AA meeting if that's what saved your baby from fetal alcohol syndrome?
I don't know what your path to sobriety will be, but you can find it here at SR. Post and ask questions, and we'll do out part to help.
Best of Luck!