I'm still drunk.
I need to stop doing this. But after it all wears off I seem to trick myself into thinking I'm OK and I can drink and then I do it all again!
I'm a binge drinker. Hardly drink except when socialising. When I socialise I get totally out of control. I can't even mention what I did last night. Screw it I will. I slept with someone who is engaged (a work colleague), made out with another work colleague and spent about $1000 on booze and strippers. Smoked cigarettes (hadn't smoked in two weeks).
Was meant to play footy (something I love), couldn't do that, too hungover.Team lost. Let everyone down. Massive domestic with family, family dinner called off. It's always the same. Anyone else a binge drinker who stopped drinking completely? I think I need to stop forever. I want to.
