hello
Im 22 and an alcoholic. ive been drinking since I was 12. my whole family drinks every day. it seems like I cant get away from it. ive only had 2 boyfriends, both for 3 years and they both were alcoholics and made me way worse. im depressed and want to die sometimes. I have no (good) friends because of this. I also take pills and mix it with alcohol whenever I get my hands on them. My aunt got me into pills when I was 16 (Xanax, etc) Help please?