ArticSA, 3 months sober? You are
FANTASTIC. Congratulations. I constantly remind myself of how awful my life had become. I was worried about my sobriety until June 5th of last year when I quit smoking cigarettes. When I finally gave up the cigs I knew I could stay sober permanently. As far as my feelings go I am still angry at myself for being in this mess to start with, but 2 feelings I don't have anymore are shame and guilt. The reason for that is I don't do shameful and guilty things anymore. I'll have a good life as long as I don't go back to using. Rootin for ya.