outonalimb--this is a very powerful post--Thank you!
If I could count the number of times that I felt--and acted--that degree of "crazy" when I felt driven to the brink of dealing with my A's.
Seeing that their disease was making me crazy was the turning point for me. I truly realized that I could not control this disease (or the A's), It is truly bigger than me!
sincerely, dandylion