You know whats also a positive?
That your 'getting it', as in booze and you don't mix at really young age in your life.
I think most of 'us get', but some get in a few years from starting drinking. Others get it at a late age in life.
By that time they have usually lost a lot more in terms of family, relationships, driving licenses, finances home, career, respect of their peers...
I would rather 'get it' now than have to put up with the misery of drinking for another decade or two until it finally sinks in.
Keep coming here and maybe have a read of AVRT to help with those thoughts of never drinking again and being young.
My best to you
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