I got a sponsor!
I am scared but feeling positive about working the 12 steps.
I was going to ask her about two weeks ago but my mind kept making excuses. I guess I did not want to bother her but it turns out she was happy I asked and we are going to start meeting together on Mondays before the BB meeting to start going over things.
The only thing I have to do now is check in with her everyday, which is not a problem, and create a list of three things I am grateful for per day which is harder than I thought it would be.