I'm not even sure what I'm searching for here.
Yall are very nice. I just wish that something could just fall into my lap. I just want to be better..and I want everyone to understand what is going on and just have sympathy for me. I'm being very selfish about it honesty but I can't help it. Im not going to do any programs. I just need to do this myself for me and my family. I just never meant for it to get to this... Ya know?