I'm with you Chase. I'm almost 3 days clean. I don't want to go to a group bc I live in a small town and own my own business. I did it before about 10 years ago and stayed clean for 8 years. It's the most satisfying thing you will ever do. But it's fragile. Very fragile. We can get through this. We don't need something that makes us sick if we have it and makes us sick if we do.
One is one too many and one more is NEVER enough.