i have been clean 22 days today. i am not certain but there was a very sad event here in the local city, a little boy drowned when he slipped in to the local river while the family was fishing. now i dont know all the details surrounding it, but i was deeply angered by this, why would anyone bring their child down to a treacherous place like a roaring river? i spoke my peace on it, in a forum because i felt the mother was negligent and didnt deserve any sympathy at all. for that i was called a multiple of names and that did not sit well with me. maybe that is what has me a little peeved combined with the fact i cant exercise either. maybe?