Thanks everyone . Still unsure if I want to attend AA. I do have a copy of the Big Book. Perhaps I will start there ? I keep reading / hearings its more than just "quitting drinking" that there are a lot of intangibles, that its more of a lifestyle change etc. I guess I'm at the point where I know "how to stop drinking " if that makes any sense, but a bit unsure a to how I "change my life". Idk maybe I'm talking in circles here and not making much sense lol.