goingtobeok

I am almost into day three of my detox. It hasn't been pretty, but its getting better. I have felt so alone until I found people that understand. I have wanted to avoid the pain of deriding for 3 months after a week break from 2 years. I've never wanted to be done with percocets until now. Ive never wanted to reclaim my life like I do now. Its been awful, but I'm bound & determined to be done. I don't know if swims is reading this, but u have helped me more than u cd ever know! It just helps so much during this depression stage, to know I'm not alone, when I felt like I was hiding inside. I just want this over. I want my life back. Please tell me there is light at the end of the tunnel.