Hey there!! Welcome to the site.
I definitely think you should get into a doctor. My thing is pills but I've been around alcoholism long enough to know that you shouldn't do this on your own.
Physically too dangerous in my opinion.
And yes, i have gotten treatment with no insurance. An urgent care clinic, a doctors office with a sliding scale fee. Call a recovery center if you have one around where you live and they could point you in the right direction.
Hopefully that helps a little
