Thank you all for support. Here's my big issue.....my husband is a drinker. He is not an alcoholic but drinks on his weekends. He works hard all week and that's who he is. That's who I was before the progression made my symptoms physically dependent. The family I have built for myself are close, loving, active people but alcohol is a big part. I love the times we all have together and I'm finding it very hard to quit the alcohol and still keep the life I love. I suffer with this within myself seeking away to take shots and always making sure I get enough. It's a horrible way to live when u love ur life so much. I'm torn torn torn and don't know how to handle this