Old 04-28-2013, 02:20 PM
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toomuchtoolose
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Thanks I know you're right and it seems so simple I don't know why I am complicating it so much, I think deep down it probably has something to do with not knowing how to truely admit it to myself and feeling sure about my decision. I am ultimately quite ashamed that I have had to quit and all the things I have done but pretending it was 'part of the fun' was a way of masking it and justifying it for so many years.

Now I have nowhere to hide. Ugh, scary and uncomfortable!!
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