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Old 04-28-2013, 04:33 AM
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Sobreia
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Join Date: Apr 2013
Location: London, UK
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Got drunk after 17 days sober

Two friends came over for dinner yesterday and I had a bottle and a half of red wine, and a very strong Gin and Tonic. Have some memory loss but not a total blackout. (am a binge drinker, didn't use to drink every day, but it was becoming more frequent, and I would black out almost every time).

Am so disappointed in myself. I was doing so well, feeling so much better after I decided to quit drinking. I think part of the reason I drank yesterday is because I haven't admitted the extent of my problem to family and friends - probably because I still haven't fully admitted it to myself... I feel like such a failure. Am thinking about joining AA. Why, when being offered a drink, can I only remember the wonderful feeling after two glasses of wine - and not the horrendous feeling the day after...
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