My life spirals out of control when i drink , not every time but often enough for me to know my life without it is way happier , way easier and worthwhile .
There is nothing special about me i drank since i was 16 till i was 37 .
here's some useful threads if you've not seen them already
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...formation.html http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...at-we-did.html
Bestwishes, M