I am not angry anymore... I was really angry before and now 4 months later. I'm at peace. Mind is quiet.
Someone at a meeting today asked me if I had a few mins to talk. I said sure... With dread in my belly, scared that I upset him somehow. He wanted me to help him with something.... I don't need to dread things I've done while drunk and don't remember..: I don't do that anymore.
it was so liberating!