Here's the thing tho - everything I've done - good and bad - has led me to this point in time *right now*.
(I can appreciate that *right now* might not be so great for you - but it gets better
)
I use an antique analogy - every bump every scrape, every coat of varnish tells the story of my journey....but I'm still valuable
We also get second, third and even fourth chances - if you want to, you can go back and do a lot of the things you didn't do last time.
D